Second guessing.

I have a really bad habit of second guessing myself.

As you may or may not know, recently I've REALLY been getting into photography. I received a Canon 12 megapixel Xsi SLR camera this past Christ

mas from my dear grandmother, and I've been putting it to more and more use every day.

I'm excited because hopefully THIS Christmas, which is only about a month and a half away, I will receive an external flash for said camera. I ALSO got a job at the Red Bowl Asian Bistro near campus (ok, maybe not near, about half an hour actually) and hope to save up for a Telephoto lens for long distance shots, and perhaps a Macro lens to take close, detailed shots.

All of this excitement makes me wonder: Am I in the right major? I'

m currently aspiring to enter the International Business program here at USC, and if I don't, I'd do Management and Management Science (global supply chain). This has NOTHING to do with photography, something I really enjoy. Although, I AM taking German and Mandarin, which I DO enjoy.

Can you see why I'm at a loss here?

I want to travel the world and be successful. And by successful, I mean I want to live comfortably. With photography, it's either you make it big or you don't. Which is bad.

DING. I think I just answered my own question: Keep sticking wit

h International Business, and if I do end up traveling the world, take pictures and document it. Do small jobs, be in in the US or in Germany or Switzerland

or China or Taiwan or Australia or Japan or ANYWHERE in the world.

Here's a picture from my latest outing with Jes:

Currently listening to: Hide and Seek by Imogen Heap